I'm not but breathing... but you just stare at me sweetly suffering...

I had the urge to write a song so I did... these words just spilled out... like i dont know what...i just felt like i needed someones opinion...so here you go...its a lot of stuff piled in one so its kinda confzzlin

How I wish I was meaningful

That I really mattered

But I don’t

And its not like that will change

People screaming around me

Crying out in pain

How I wish I could help them

But im so afraid

Everyone’s dying around me

Being swallowed by the flames

Of the ghost unfinished

I used to think my bleeding

Was a serious problem

But when I started believing

I was suddenly healed and its since been gone

So why am I broken inside?

Why am I swimming in hate?

My heart is going to die

And Im still stuck in this cage

Suffocation isn’t the issue anymore

Just let met leave my body on the floor

My blood is not the case

And now my life has been erased…